My Christmas List

Yuletide season is about to come. They say that Christmas is just for kids but I say no. We also deserve happiness during this time of the year so I come up with this list of things that I want this Christmas.


Mom's recovery
-As I've written on my previous blog, my mom just accomplished some series of cycles of chemotherapy. She's doing fine as of the moment but she still needs to be under medication for five years. After five years I hope she will be cleared by any sign of malignant cell. I just wish my mom would recover fast. I'm looking forward on the day where she won't need to medicate and live her life as normal as before. By that time I'll get a peaceful mind.

Love
-For the past 23 years I've been making things good for my family especially for my dad. I was the least favorite son in the family so impressing him made me focus on things that would give me recognition. So I working hard on my studies and studying hard to get recognitions. Now I guess is the right time for me to focus on what I've been wanting to. I'm not getting any younger as day goes by so I might as well enjoy my youth while it last. Maybe I'll hang out with friends and go bar hopping, do things that I don't normally do. Maybe I'll bump on someone and maybe we could start from there. haha..

Peace of mind
-Thing are a lot of things that bothers me in the office that would require tough decisions. As I've posted in my previous blog, I am about to decide whether I'll leave the company or stay. I dread the day that I'll have to come up with a decision because I know at some point I'll hurt someone or I would have to sacrifice something. I just wish the season would at least change my mood or better if I'll truly find the peace and happiness that I want.

Digicam / laptop / new phone
- Nothing will keep me from having this must haves this coming year. My old nokia phone died on me so I purchased a new samsung corby. I nearly cried when it first landed on my hands because finally, I have something new for Christmas. I may not be able to buy the notebook and the digicam this month but I'll make sure that I'll have it as soon as I have extra money.

Baguio get away
-My teammates and I are planning to have our grand get away in Baguio. This is what I'm looking forward to this coming January. Hope we could kiss all the stress and pressure away and just be as normal as we could during the trip.
This would be my first time in Baguio so I'm really excited. I'll make sure to bring home some strawberries for my mom when I get home.

Make over
-There are certain things in my body that I want to improve. First is my body build. I am currently weighing 155lbs., and that's way heavier than my weight before. My aim is to at least cut it to 130lbs which is my weight when I was still in college. Next is my face. I have an oily skin and there are lots of scars or pimple marks on my face so I guess this year, it's time for a change and I'll make sure this will put to action.


Well as for now I'm just listing this things that I know I want and hopefully by next year, everything will be settled. My target is actually by midyear and hopefully I accomplished this things already so I can start thinking of bright ideas to do or buy things for my satisfaction.