Celebrating V-Day

They say that February is the "love month". Yes, that may be true but for some hmm, well let's just say it's not. I am one of those individuals that dread for this month to come. Valentines is just for couples, yeah right I know. Nowadays, individuals like me often look for an excuse not to be tagged as those losers who doesn't have a partner or a dinner date to spend on this day. For singles like me, they would organize a group date(just like what we did) and for some they just do it with their family. But what if you mom and dad has their own plans of going out, just the two of them. What if all of your friends are hooked up already and have plans of going out.

I am single since birth. What I hate about this day is that it reminds me of how bad I am when it comes to love. I feel alone during this day. I've been alone for almost 24 years already and as time goes by, it's getting worst. I don't see anything wrong with me (maybe) but the fact remains that staying with this status means there is.

Well on a good note, I still have some single friends to spend V-day with. Tony, Len, Ice, Tina, Rhum and I went to Shangri-La to eat out and watch a movie. We had a nice dinner at the Clawdaddy and ordered some grilled chops, honey glaced ribs and some pasta. The food somehow is good but mind you, it's not cheap but not that expensive as well. We just received our pay and Sick leave conversion so we don't mind spending some. After that sumptuous meal, we watched Percy Jackson and the lightning thief. I'm glad to have these friends with me to spend the night with but still, it would be a lot different if I spend it with someone that I truly love. I mean I love my girls but I guess it's different if it's celebrated with someone you adore, someone you love and someone you can call your "other half".

There's just one question lingering in my mind as I end the day. "When will I stop dreaming? How long should I wait?". Well, I'll leave it to destiny then. Someone told me that good things come to those who wait. I just hope It's soon. I know love will surely me maybe not now but I know it will in God's time.